why is it that i WANT  to be in bed asleep, yet such things are not quite possible right now.  i think i know why.  yesterday  i got to see scott, then he held me this morning. such things make me very happy (we get very little cuddle time over the summer becasue of stupid PARENTS, geesh.  now i want that wake up all warm (or sweaty due to the 400 ( Read more... )

read the Color of Water by James McBride
it is an amazing book that can change the way you think of stuff

YOU MAKE ME LAUGH....HA HA HA

soooo...a lot has gone on here ( Read more... )

i hate the after effect of being beligerently drunk. not only to i have a humongo hangover today, i am also suffering from embarassment ( Read more... )

i dont understand death ( Read more... )

please pray for the family of justin laughran. he died last week in a motorcycle accident. he was 22 years old. he was far from a perfect person, but he had a good heart. he was in california because he was stationed there, he wanted to go to iraq more than anything. his passion was motorcycles, and riding them fast. he was too young to die

i was going to try and show you the letter that i got, but i am too cheap and do not pay for this here fandangled opperation ( Read more... )

i would really like to thank all of you who supported me last year at this time. i would not have made it through last april if it weren't for each and every one of you reminding me that that did not define me. it was probably my darkest hour, and i remember an entire day of not being able to stop crying. so for anyone who got me a tissue, who ( Read more... )

Great News UMASS...Cindy Sheehan is coming to Tent State. You know, that ridiculous hippie spectacle taking up the entire lawn next to the pond. Not that I ever stop on that lawn, but I do walk past it a few million times a day, and now I am forced to deal with hippies there, who as the week progresses will start to smell more, thanks to them ( Read more... )