Laying down, 
My body is spinning
Like the hands on a clock,
Like the fan just turned off,
The blades slowly turning
But not quite stopped.

I am going to throw up.

I don't even know what just happened.  Over the past couple of weeks I've been trying to set myself up with some Rhode Island friends.  I really only have Shaylyn here during the school year because Jackie is in Florida, Nick is in Boston, everyone is somewhere, and really I don't have many friends. So.  I've been trying to network a little bit and ( Read more... )

I have a confession to make ( Read more... )

This is a very old bit of writing.  I wrote it in high school.  Junior year, I think.  I just wanted to put it up here to sort of kick my own ass for being so lazy with writing.  I have to get back into it, but I have trouble with beginnings.

We were playing hide-and-seek. I was huddled in your attic among photographs of ghosts and stained dress ( Read more... )

 Happiness is putting on a sweater I haven't worn in weeks only to discover that it smells like you.

i keep having these dreams where people want to kill me ( Read more... )

 i started writing again a little bit and i'm really excited ( Read more... )

 I'M GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR BECAUSE MEL WENT ON A DATE LAST NIGHT THAT I'M CONVINCED DECIDED HER FUTURE, AND ALSO BECAUSE I AM COMPLETELY IN LOVE FOR REAL.

Maybe I don't want a Happy New Year, he said.
Maybe I want an intense New Year with a lot of growth experiences

& I had to admit I'd never thought of that.

i never update anymore.
i never have anything to say.

( 2008 )