don't remmber the last time i was this sad.

its all my fault.

i'm sorry.

i'm sorry.

and now it's all gone.

everything.

is gone.

partly my fault... partly not ( Read more... )

ImgUnnAstEAlurGF (4:36:15 PM): ready for a confession ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

i should probably say something to my parents about me being so depressed here... but i don't want to... cuz id make them worried and things would just get bad... but then what CAN i do? ARGH!

I NEED A SHOWER!!!

and a friend :P

i was just friggin there...
and i want to go back... right now...
this is so not fair

i miss it so much.
take me back!
i want to go back THIS WEEKEND
right now
i want to go.

i want to cry
i miss you so much.

i hate life and i hate where i'm at at life ( Read more... )

round trip ticket to go to racine for my bday weekend is definietly $102... i can't afford that. father-dear won't even pay for it. i don't know why i even thought that he would. what can i say? i just keep thinking he'll change, but no... he's still an ass. i hate talking to him on the phone... i did for the first time in like a month today... he ( Read more... )

going to racine this weekend
excited and scared at the same time...
this could make or break it in a weird twisted way

but on UM front? frustration, mostly..... oh well... i'll deal, i guess.

school's going alright....

i miss my mother.