this is for matt and mike.

who cares (to quote directly) "which matt" or "which mike"....but you know who you are.

yep thats it.

love you guys

i love my life. i hate people's drama. i love ed king for coming over and surprising me thank you baby. corey....i miss you to death and that was actually the reason i was writing this. and then i read your post and was like wow. thats fate....marry me?

also...abbie you need to come see me next time you are in town. i miss you as well my love

yestereday. fuck that. this whole weekend has been fucking amazing. i haven't had a GOOD time in such a LONG time. i saw so many people from junior high and grammar school it was insane. and i loved it. i missed all my friends so much. and seeing everyone from high school at the parade yesterday just made this weekend incredible ( Read more... )

thank you for whoever read my last entry. i am feeling a lot better today. i went to a job interview. it didn't go great but regardless i still have a sense of accomplishment. i am going to the parade on Sunday and it will be the first time in my life i go. I'm not sure if i am going to drink or not i don't know if i should. technically i will me ( Read more... )

march 8th will be exactly two years since i have written in this thing. i need to write though and i need someone to see it. someone to listen. just the illusion that someone is listening will suit me fine for now. i have made so many mistakes in my life. i love my daughter, but it is very difficult to watch everyone away at school and having the ( Read more... )

its been forever.

whats new....

-my stepdad moved out.
-angelo moved back home from cali for a little while
-i got my hair cut. 8 inches.

whats new with all you folk?

ok so i've decided to sell some stuff of mine to pay some bills so anyone who is interested...
SORRY TO ANYONE WHO GAVE ME THESE THINGS PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY

( stuff for sale )

this thing doesn't entertain as much as it used to.

ah fuck.

i just got the new FIONA APPLE CD.

my day is looking up.