Comments | undermyskin99: Wow.

undermyskin99

Wow.

Feb 04, 2006 00:49

I went out with some friends, and I was talking to them a lot about Jake. I was talking about how I was going to tell him this and that, and so on. I mean, the man drives me nuts, but I do love him. I got home, and some of my stuff was off the walls, my DVDs were separated from his, and his CDs had been taken out of my CD case. After discussing it ( Read more... )

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emomakegoodpets February 4 2006, 17:54:10 UTC

No matter how paralyzing it is to think about what you'll do tomorrow, or the next day, or in six months without him... realize that you will be alive. You will still be breathing, you'll still be loving the music that stirs your soul, you'll still have girlfriends and online friends, and school friends, and casual aquaintances and lovers and family who will constantly entertain thoughts of you. You will bounce back. You will fall in love again.

And maybe... just maybe... you'll recognize your patterns, and take control of them. You will be happy again. =) *hugs*

undermyskin99 February 10 2006, 05:05:39 UTC

I live with my mom again. Jake and I have not split up, but I did move out. We're gonna try things again with more distance and more alone time.

emomakegoodpets February 10 2006, 17:37:31 UTC

That's very smart, and very mature. This time, however, cut your mom some slack when she's disciplining you. It may seem arbitrary and even cruel from your end, but there's so much that youth won't let you see... and part of that is that she does, infact, love you.

Never bite the hand that feeds you.

:( therandommike February 6 2006, 15:20:58 UTC

There's always meetings in dreams...

people feel less inhibited on the dreamscape... you could talk to him there or someone could relay the message...

I hang out near the weird trees by the house that should never be entered.

please feel better!

thesaddenedmike

Re: :( undermyskin99 February 10 2006, 05:06:13 UTC

i'd meet you there some night, but that place is scary.

x__dollxface February 7 2006, 01:35:19 UTC

Hey it's Katelin, I got a new LJ. add me back dear?

undermyskin99 February 10 2006, 05:06:23 UTC

of course

x__dollxface February 7 2006, 01:37:21 UTC

Also...I'm really sorry about what's going on with you & jake. I know we never talk anymore, but I care about you & hope things improve. Don't give up just yet.

better late than never vokkus_aucto February 9 2006, 15:34:30 UTC

Never blame you, never be speechless, never go cold or get lost. believe in yourself because others believe you're one of the greatest person they know... you basically are to me. smile in gloom cuz that is your only other sunshine til morning comes and your tears are lifted from upon your heart and are evaporated into the misty air. and mostly, never give up, because if all else fails, i wont give up on you... and god knows he dumps life on me by the shit load. i've fought my ending demons with Heavenly, all good things are worth waiting for, i guess, and come within time. ttyl *huggs* and take care of yourself.

Re: better late than never undermyskin99 February 10 2006, 05:07:30 UTC

thank you. seriously.

for some reason my email thing wont let me email you. (it's retarded sometimes) but i miss you too. i hope to hear from you soon, and i'm sorry about your room mate.

Re: better late than never vokkus_aucto February 11 2006, 14:14:31 UTC

I'm okay with John, and John is okay with me and the whole getting kicked out ordeal. he saw it coming anyhow... you have to when you don't pay rent for 2 months or the utilities the next month. I know you needed another voice to hear from to cheer you up too, I'm always up for doing that. hope life picks up and the remainder of the relationship lives strong with Jake. he makes you so happy and I don't want that to change in your life. ttyl