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[underpaidbagboy]

i don't know if you'll read this but i need to say it somewhere and i wanted you to know that i don't hate you, i can't blame you for anything, and we gave eachother false hope, but sometimes false hope works better than none at all. You don't need me in your life making things more complicated and harder for you, and even though i don't like it,

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[danny_chair]

[underpaidbagboy]

i've slept a total of 2 hours in 3 days and i've been drinking all day. This is just one more thing that makes me wonder why in my state of mind i can still realize this is a horrible idea but sober people who get a full night's rest can't tell this is a fucking stupid idea. Worst beverage ever.

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[lildithy]

I’m hoping you get notified by email somehow about this or something... And please don’t feel like you have to reply or even read this if you don’t want to…as I realize hearing from me after all this time could very well just piss you off... I don’t know how else to go about trying to get in touch with you. I’ve been doing a lot a lot a lot of re-evaluating of my life as of late and I’ve gone back through old journal entries (here and other places) and just tried to make sense of things that at the time surely didn’t make sense. I wanted to apologize to you, Kyle, for what happened to our friendship. We should’ve handled the day we met very differently and maybe if we had, we could’ve continued being friends. I don’t even remember much of our conversations after the day we met in person, except that I know I hurt you, I let you down. It was at a time in your life when it seemed like I was your only bright spot. And if I didn’t express it then, I wanted to make sure you knew that I was sorry. I am sorry. I’ve thought about you often