Nobody reads this shit anymore. Awesome.

I'm here to fuck shit up.

livejournal is so dead...

so, since last post, went to iraq, came back.

i'm burned out...

I can't remember the last time i even remotely as happy as i was when i was riding that horse today, it was amazing. When he ran up the hills i wasn't scared of falling off or that it was my first time riding a horse, i was just excited, it was nice, a good way to go out.

i don't know if you'll read this but i need to say it somewhere and i wanted you to know that i don't hate you, i can't blame you for anything, and we gave eachother false hope, but sometimes false hope works better than none at all. You don't need me in your life making things more complicated and harder for you, and even though i don't like it, ( Read more... )

i give up.

well 2007 is all set to end on a shitty note with me sitting at home by myself, thanks guys i never see who cancel on me without letting me known until the last second so i can't make new plans, thanks a bundle. I can't help thinking about how much better of a place i was in this time last year, i was healthier, i had more options and ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i get to see someone special. I'm excited, nervous kind of, this is probably the first good thing that's happened in a long time. I can't remember my name sometimes, it kind of bothers me. Life is strange here, i never know what to think about any given situation. I sometimes feel lost and out of place. I need to take some time to ( Read more... )

Yeah i thought i was gonna write more in this, anyways i'm going to north carolina to 2nd LAR, which is only a good thing because of one person that's over there, otherwise i'd be hating life right now. i have to pack all my shit to go there and i'm really not sure what to do, i'm just sitting here looking at all my shit and wondering what did i ( Read more... )

okay so my last entry was before boot camp. This entry is after boot camp. I graduated. I broke my ankle, i went to mrp for 2 weeks, i went back and repeated a week of training with fox company and graduated with them. I did my 10 days of leave and went to camp pendleton for school of infantry. Now i'm stuck on guard duty for god knows how ( Read more... )