I need to move to California. Stat.

11-14-14 a great person died and I'll never be the same.

I haven't written in this thing in forever for lack of caring about shit haha. Anyways since life is dece here's to a better start. I have a condo now in Lowell which is pretty nice actually, and I have an amazing boyfriend who I'm pretty sure I'll end up marrying depending on my sanity haha. I need a good paying job which will actually get rid of ( Read more... )

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mmm I got my new Powerbook today ooooh man am I in love or what. I think I have a problem with material possesions. oohhh well they bring me joy and occupy my mind.

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What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jack is your soulmate.
You truly love Jen.
You consider Steph your true friend.
You know that Lynda is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Veronica for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Lynda is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Chelsea is colorful, ( Read more... )

well things are looking up as far as feeling better goes. I'm on anxiety meds, and tummy meds cause I have acid reflux or something. Last night was awesome and I'm glad I spent it with my baby. He took me to Tewksbury to watch the fireworks with him, and when we were walking back to his house we saw the slowest shooting star I've ever seen. Mmm it ( Read more... )

so just so everyone is up to date as to why I haven't been coming out lately or hangin out and shit, well I have recently found out I have anxiety problems I don't know whether or not it's tied together with depression but after a month of a bunch of doctors appointments that's what they've come up with. I am actually going to see a psychiatrist ( Read more... )

yea so I spent yesterday in the hospital which wasn't fun. I sat in the waiting room from like 2-5:30 until they finally called me in. And what I thought was my stomach just being gay cause it's being feelin all queezy the past week was really heart problems. So I got hooked up to this machine where they monitored my heart or whatever and that's ( Read more... )