"Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of chocolate."

I decided this early morning that I would prefer not to speak with people. I'll be using some other forms of communication, the internet, texts, the mail, handwriting- watch out myspace- but I don't have the internet at home in chicago, only at the atlas cafe or on campus or at your house if you have internet. I broke it to my mother this morning ( Read more... )

I'm going to update now. I haven't decided what I'm going to write yet but that's alright. It's going to be long, as long as I can make it, longer. I'm going to type tonight. I miss my typer, I miss my apartment, I have a ctscan on tuesday and then I'll be going home on amtrak- god damn amtrak. Fucking conductors stink. Like cheese. Disgusting ( Read more... )

I am complete. They let me keep the screw. I'll be back in chicago soon to bother you all again. It won't kill you. I think a lot about LAND lately, I think I want some, and a tent- a really sweet tent, camping stuff. Darvocet is less fun than vicodin but it seems a sight more effective pain killer. It might be just as fun but definetely not more. ( Read more... )

I know I posted something. Seems that it's been deleted. And my password changed. strange. strange. I bet it was the cia.

The last from beyond the door ( Read more... )

I sit here watching dateline with my parents and grandma and stone phillips. I am cynical. About dateline and my family. I don't want to be boring, it's a challenge. During the commercial break someone tells a story I've heard 3-4 times. Someone is about to ask me a question, curious about how my experience may add to the conversation. Another ( Read more... )

I've returned to Saint Louis and which is almost excessively comfortable and nice but I've decided that because I had no part in getting myself here that I should just enjoy all of it and quit bitching about my wounds already. Comforts. Candy. Showtime. Time to read and relax. Good 'ol buddies like kate to catch up and chat with. If all goes well I ( Read more... )

The hole in my arm gets its final surgery on monday and hopefully i"ll be out of here right after that- but then i have knee surgery at a different hospital(UChi) on thursday. After that I should be able to hobble more effectively. I Walked about three blocks to buy a pack of smokes today- with this fancy kneebrace on, and it's smarting a little ( Read more... )

These are some of my notes from the past week ( Read more... )