Today, I was in the car, and I was thinking. I was thinking about disease. Famine. Terrorism. Floods and hurricanes. Selfish, malicious, horrible people. And then I started to day dream. I was day dreamingof some stupid teenage girl, who's on her cell phone and not paying attention, driving a sports car daddy bought her, weaving in and out of lanes ( Read more... )

The more frustrating, stressful, and full of shit my life gets, the more awake I am. You'd think this stuff would make me tired, exhausted, sleepy. No, it makes it so I CAN'T sleep.

The other day, I went to Best Buy to take back a few spindles of CDRs I had bought. They are the Light Scribe kind and I meant to buy the white ones meant for ink jet printers. As I walked through the doors of Best Buy, I made eye contact with the door guy and gave him the little head nod. I felt more comfortable knowing he saw me carry the bag in ( Read more... )

wow, its been awhile since ive updated. i always read my last entry just to see how i was feeling and in reading my last one i was pretty sad. that sucks. the last few weeks have been an amazing experience after another.

I went to salisbury a couple weeks ago. It was a fucking blast. I got hit on by so many girls, but i was so sloppy drunk i ( Read more... )

I always think about how much cooler I would be if I was a minimalist... these people with one sentence on their "about me" sections of their MySpace. But forget that. I have too much to say.

I don't think I've ever been spread so thin. And all I can see are oppurtunities to become so thin that you'll be able to see right through me without any ( Read more... )

im so fucking happy. i really cant put in the words what im feeling right now so theres no point in like writing everything out because it wont make sense to anyone, haha.

ive just never felt this way before...comprende?

life = lots of alcohol, music, tattoos, and tears.

closure has finally come which has given me a breath of fresh air.
new faces have erased old ones.
this new beginning is a rebirth of a life i never knew existed.
creativity, freedom, happiness, and harmony all play hand in hand.
still, good people are as rare as the snow that falls in this town

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This will be my last post. I dont really know how many people read my writing but if you did thank you very much. And if you didnt, thanks also. I only did it for myself but some people have mentioned that they like what i write so..those were for you. I decided this earlier and im basically trying to destroy any memories i have had in the last ( Read more... )

I know what its like to feel so confused and helpless. I feel like all I can do is live my life just like any other day, wait patiently for a breeze to steer my ship to some shore, and take things as they come. That is in no way to say I have no control over my actions. But sometimes I feel like I have no control over my faith, or what I believe. ( Read more... )