"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

Listen: to make an effort to hear something. To pay attention ( Read more... )

Ok here goes my twenty minutes of writing without stopping. I haven't done this in a while. But I have to do something. I don't know what's in my head but something is bringing me down. I don't want to get out of bed. Ever. The only thing that keeps me getting up is because it affects Garett. I don't want to. I've been having suicidal thoughts ( Read more... )

Well fuck. Why am I such a downer? I just wrote an entire journal entry in my head while laying in bed unable to sleep. Now I don't want to say anything because I don't want a pity party. Crap has happened, but it's all stuff I can deal with. It's just hard sometimes. And what bothers me the most is I don't know where my confidence has gone. Ever ( Read more... )

I don't like to dwell on things of the past. And actually, I think this song has helped me move on. It's from a CD that I've owned for a long time and rarely listen to anymore. When I heard this song as a younger woman I had no idea that people were actually like this. Dan proved it to me though. Never ever did I think a song could describe my ( Read more... )

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I took this to see how accurate this quiz was... i'm a little bit impressed.

You May Be a Bit Borderline...
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What kind of jewel are you?
Pink Ice
You are rare jewel. You tend to have expensive taste; but girl- you have style.

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I have a new understanding of the phrase "this hurts me more than it hurts you." I just got off the phone with the recovery center my mom is court ordered to attend to give them an anonymous tip that they should randomly drug test her. I started crying when I hung up the phone. I really don't want to do this to her because I know the life ( Read more... )