There's so much going on for me right now. I feel so busy, stressed, happy, hurt, unproductive... pretty much just emotional. Things are going pretty well aside from my temp job ending and still waiting to find out about my job at Benefit which looks hopeful but makes me nervous because I'm up against 4 other ppl.. and I want it really bad. Things ( Read more... )

I'm thinking that as a woman, I have an obligation to stand up for what I know every woman deserves. It's not fair if someone doesn't understand what would make someone else as happy as they should be. It's not really my job and I'm hurting someone else by trying to do that job. So really, I'm hurting the person that I truly care about. And that ( Read more... )

What do you pack to pursue a dream and what do you leave behind? In order to find yourself, are you willing to lose yourself? Why be afraid of something you want? Are you the type of person with whom you would like to spend the rest of your life? If you don't think highly of yourself, who will? If you don't have all the things you want, are you ( Read more... )

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking lost right now. It hurts so much to want to cause myself physical pain in hopes to numb the emotions. Really I don't even know what to say. It's not that things are horrible for me because they are not. But I can't describe the way it feels to not feel at home anywhere. My whole life has turned upside down this year. It's like ( Read more... )

I haven’t had the desire to write in a long time. It feels good. I don’t even really know what to say. It’s nothing worth actually having a saved Word document of… but if I had the internet I’d probably write a journal entry right now. Why is it I can’t handle talking to certain people sometimes? It’s so weird how incredibly social I am while at ( Read more... )

The Sun: Your essence. Your self ( Read more... )

"Being alone is scary, but not as scary as feeling alone in a relationship ( Read more... )

What am I supposed to say after reading that? I wish I could have the feeling of understanding my life and putting it together so eliquently. I guess I could. But right now I'm not at a high point. I'd like to say that everything I've been through has made me a better person. But really, I look at myself in the mirror and I don't see tougher skin. ( Read more... )

Wow there are so many distractions at home. I wonder why other people are here. But looking around, I realize that I'm normal. Now I just need to catch up on the things I missed while I was sleeping. Lets start with the group project. I'm going to go type my answers. Shake off everything else ( Read more... )