For the first time in a long time I have hope.

If you were gonna learn from this shit... you would have learned LONG ago. I need to show you. And I need to show myself, that I don't tolerate this. I don't tolerate the abuse you put me through. And I'm better than that. I don't need to put up with your excuses. I don't need to put up with you. Because, you know, I gave you a chance, I gave you a ( Read more... )

Everyone falls in love sometime ( Read more... )

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How are you supposed to be partners with someone if they aren't even honest with you? I'M NOT STUPID!!!!!!!!

See the truth is -

you could slit my throat,

and with my one last gasping breath,

i'd alpologize,

for bleeding on your shirt.

I came to the library to read articles. But really because I needed a break. I just want to breathe for a second. I really need to take control of my life again and quit letting people walk all over me. I think I'd be a lot happier. And I wouldn't be wasting everything I've worked for. Because really, that's all I have. I barely write in here ( Read more... )

Why is Aliliyah such a bitch?? It's one thing to teach someone a lesson. But how can she expect Dan to want to be on her side when she seems constantly against him? And it's not like she's so perfect. Everytime she can't open her mom goes in for her but if Dan's late it's the end of the world. She comes here acting like all she wants is to help him ( Read more... )

I'm afraid of looking back a year from now and wondering what I was thinking. *sigh* once again I don't write anymore. And I REALLY don't take care of myself. My Christmas tree is still up. I'd tell you what day in January it is but I don't know. I tried to call my mom a few times today and she didn't answer. The storm is scaring me. The movie I ( Read more... )

Break the cycle. That's all I've ever wanted to do ( Read more... )