i got my tattoo on thursday, jes and my boyfriend went with me..and my mom cause she drove us..when its healed i have to go back and get it filled in again..my skin dont hold the ink well..so im happy about that...i went and did some volunteer work..and got soaked..twice! the second time was the worst cause we had to stand out there and direct ( Read more... )

i might be getting my tattoo..TONIGHT!!

yeah now i have 2 astigmatisms..and im wearing these weighed contacts and they really piss me off..cause there really hard to put in...and yeah my right eye..i must of have put it in wrong because its still blurry...my body is slowly killing itself..i swear..which doesnt altogether bug me that much..so anyways i saw my boyfriend tonight..i feel ( Read more... )

i just finished watching Ginger Snaps 2:Unleashed..it was a really good movie..i didnt fully understand it, so maybe i should see the first Ginger Snaps..that might help...so anyways me and my mom were fighting last night...yet again..but we made up when i was going to bed..that always happens, im still a bit mad at her though cause she wont give ( Read more... )

well i went to see my shrink yestarday...and im on yet another anti-depressant..how nice for me..but the one i just got put on is to make me sleep better..and omg what are the odds that it didnt really work..so today im still really really tired..and tomorrow i have to get up early to go to work with my mom..cause im going to the eye doctors..but ( Read more... )

i dont know how many more times i can sorry to someone..he just wont listen to me..seriously..someone please give me one good reason why i am here...cause really i have no idea...i should have did it last night, oh but i will soon enough thats for sure, i feel as if im gonna burst...people just keep pissing me off and all of that..i dont know how ( Read more... )

what is the meaning of life? and why is life so unfair to some people, and some people it pampers? why do some people get to have everything they want, whenever they want it, and others get nothing at all? i dont even know what my purpose here is anymore..is it to be sad for the rest of my life? is this what im SUPPOSED to be going through? is this ( Read more... )

yes yes, my hair smells sooo good....haha dont ask...well today was uninteresting...i went to go pick up my contacts..how fun is that? OHOH but i was sitting on the car seat backwards..haha my mom didnt care though it was funny, when we passed people they looked at me funny...well i wanted the sun to go on both of my arms!! im in a huge pickle ( Read more... )

I really update this way too much..but oh well...ITS SO HOT IN HERE!!! im actually wearing shorts, which i hardly ever do...LOL amanda, tree trunks that moo and sausage legs that gobble..HAHA amanda thinks her legs are tree trunks and i said mine were sausages..YAY..last night was really fun on msn with amanda..she made me laugh..and i was really ( Read more... )

UGH!! i hate life, i really do..my 2 closest friends are fighting..and i cant help but feel its my fault..thats stupid but i cant help it..if i would have warned amanda that bob was gonna throw the balloon then they might not be fighting...or i should have told jess or bob not to throw it...UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! and as it is....i may never talk to ( Read more... )