Comments | unhingedxmaniac: you honestly just don't get it.

unhingedxmaniac

you honestly just don't get it.

Sep 24, 2006 02:35

the emptiness in my heart is like nothing any of you have experienced before. i'm sick of people telling me to move on. i know you're all just looking out for me, but you need to realize that what has happened between jonathan and i is very different that what any of you have experienced. to want to be with someone and to have them want to be with ( Read more... )

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meldbm0524 September 25 2006, 03:06:30 UTC

who the hell would tell you to move on??? just because he is gone for a lil' while doesn't mean you should give up hope. from the sound of your voice and the look in your eyes (on the rare occasion of my seeing you) tells me straight up that he is the best thing that has happend to you and that you truly care about him with all of your heart.

so i say...follow you heart my dear. don't ever give up cause the day you give up will be the day that you finding true love will die. and you have a good thing right now, whether he is there for you in the flesh daily or not he is still there.

i love you, if you ever want to talk you know i'm here.:)
mwah

unhingedxmaniac September 26 2006, 04:23:32 UTC

thank you, hun. he really made me the happiest i'd been in... too long. i'm trying to follow my heart, but it doesn't seem to know where it wants to go. i know he's still there, but sometimes it's not enough, ya know?

thanks, babe. i miss you so much. i can't wait till i see you, which will hopefully be soon!!! i love you with all my heart.

seekingosiris September 28 2006, 03:23:17 UTC

i don't think you revolve your whole world on him - but he is your best friend & that means a lot, obviously. if my boy was in jail? shit i'd be freaking out all the time & a complete wreck. to me, you're handling it quite well, & i don't see why on earth you would have to "move on". it's not like he's coming out, it's not like you're building false hope. i love you, & remember i'm here.

unhingedxmaniac September 28 2006, 03:44:53 UTC

thank you for understanding. but now i know how long he'll be away, and things are getting better for him and i.

i love you.

seekingosiris September 28 2006, 03:47:37 UTC

well, i'm glad things are getting better. you deserve the world, darling.

unhingedxmaniac September 28 2006, 04:03:06 UTC

so do you, love, so do you.