that's right. i am. i am absolutely smitten with this kid.

last night tre and i went out to southridge because i needed a swimming ( Read more... )

i'm so pumped for this weekend.
nothing but me, a huge ass boat, the ocean and the baham's.
so fucking pumped.

i saw jonathan tonight.
becky and i went to southridge.
i went for two reasons:
victoria's secret semi-annual sale
and jonathan was going to be there.
but more to see jonathan.
which did turn out to be nice.

i'm so goddamn tired its ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what ( Read more... )

i am so fucking pissed i don't know where to begin. alright, so tonight ( Read more... )

okay i have a crying baby right next to me.
stressing me out a little bit.
one of my mom's student's is here with here two kids.
they are so damn cute.
but stressful.

been working a lot. ten to five thirty every day.
execpt for tomorrow, then i do eight to three.

going with my mom to look at the apartment tonight.
tre's mom said she wouldn't give ( Read more... )

yesterday was such a fun day! everything made me happy yesterday!!
i didn't work because i had to go to my star meeting at uwm.
that was bogus.
we went into this huge room to listen to the dumbest people talk.
holy shit i was about to pull my hair out.
then they took us in groups divided up by majors into labs.
we went onto the internet and signed ( Read more... )

what the fuck is going on inside my head?
i'm so goddamn confused it enrages me.

but enough of that.
i want to be optimistic about today.

it's 10.30 and i think i'm gonna hang out with andrew tonight.
i kicked it was patrick and tre for a bit over at rachels.
then patrick and i went to bo's and walked around brady street for a bit.
then we went ( Read more... )

[  ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[  ] I've run away from home.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I listen to political music.
[  ] I collect comic books.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I own ( Read more... )

graduation was today.
what a fucking bust.
what a fucking waste of time.
my god. it was like, 90 degrees plus wicked humidity and i was in my fucking cap and gown.
so uncomfortable.

all the speakers sucked, expect kelly schact's, which was pretty okay.
two girls, 'the emily's' did a speech together that was uber lame.
blah blah blah. blah fucking ( Read more... )

yes. that's right. i'm done.
done with exams. done with high school.
all there is left is graduation on sunday at 2 pm.
i am so fucking pumped.
i'm going to be gone. i will be out.
finally...

my outlook on high school has changed a bit
now that i've gotten to this point.
strange...
i never thought i might miss it but i know i will
at least in some ( Read more... )