its been quite a while since i've tried my hand at updating this,its only been actually a little over a month but with the amount of things i've been doing it seems like a lifetime, this has been hands down the best summer of my life, i've never been happier in a city or in my life than i am here in portland, i bought a keyboard from a russian in ( Read more... )

we could all learn a very important lesson from the twisted sister song "i wanna rock". just listening to the song is a 3 to 4 minute lesson in do it yourself, self actualizing ethics. the song really begs the question, where does the line between a statement of desire to rock, and the act of actually rocking exist? kiss may have attempted to blur ( Read more... )

this afternoon someone relatively close to me chose to take their life. this is the first time i've ever had a totally unexpected brutal encounter with death, with my mind wrestling with the idea that the person i saw just a few days ago and was planning on seeing in the not too distant was now non existent. the only other peer i've known who's ( Read more... )

this has been one of the best third fourth and fifth of july'z i've ever had, i left just after work on the third because the fourth was going to be maybe my only day off all summer, so i had to seize it. i drove up to seattle, where upon arrival i bought myself a sparks, and a bum asked me for a tilt energy booze drink, which i got him, and he ( Read more... )

in non show related news, i got a second, weekend job, at this hippy pizza joint. the inside is decorated with Big Brother and the Holding company posters, acid flashback patterns, and even has a few projectors creating kaleidoscope effects over the already trippy interior. on top of the atmosphere their pizza is unparalelled and they have dope ( Read more... )

this past friday-saturday-sunday was, without question, the most metal weekend i've ever had, and i've had some very metal weekends. It all began after work friday, when on the way home i felt drawn in a liquor store i'd never been into before, the force guiding me i now understand the be hand of lucifer himself, finally answering my prayers for ( Read more... )

DMT is the most powerful hallucinogenic substance known to man, it is what is responsible for creating lucid dreams at night, and when ingested in can produce the most intense and all encompassing "trips" of any drugs possible. The gland that produces it naturally in your brain begins a process of calcification when you're about four year old and ( Read more... )

theres alot of times out here in portland that i miss southern california. i know for certain that i could never in my life live there again, but there is something undeniably intoxicating about the sun that hovers over southern california alone. its a very different kind of sunlight, one that doesn't settle to merely allow other colors to refract ( Read more... )

so i have my own room and job now in portland, and i opened a new bank account south of the [canadian] border, making me i suppose a bonafide resident of portland, oregon, USA. my room is temporary, its essentially a glorified closet that you have to duck to fit in with a window and a bed and 1 electrical outlet (2 prong not 3) with a broken ( Read more... )

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