i'm definitely alone.
it's funny how this has become.
i will never understand.
i guess i did this to myself.
i don't know why.

hey simi valley....

peace out mother fucker.

brand new last night was amazing. The most perfect setlist EVER.

i went nuts and just let go. seriously up till five in the morning afterwards in shock. Ya it was that good.

so i'm going to do it again. This time i think it's completely necessary. I'm moving away, and i'm so fucking excited and I can't wait to meet new people. Don't get me wrong i love the people that surround me on a regular basis. Although moving to a stellar town with one hell of a fucking stellar friend with stellar oppurtunities and meeting new ( Read more... )

dang... my brother graduated today. I feel so old now. It's sad to think we're not kids anymore. From chasing each other around when we were once young to discussing moving out of our house together. It's hard to think about to tell you the truth, my mom who i havn't seen in a WHILE is in town, she always brings back memory lane with her as well. ( Read more... )

the lawrence arms are definitely the most amazing group of individuals, they put on such an amazing show tonight. Seriously i would give birth to see them live on a regular basis. It was awesome to just let the fuck go at the show. I needed tonight. nikkis the shit. so is taco bell and not waking up on time and being an hour late to job number dos ( Read more... )

its pretty stellar to be able to go to sleep at night with someone on your mind again.

I'm going to try really fucking hard to be a better person.

so i pretty much ran out of friends and shit. Everyone's telling me i've changed. It's not my fault i wish you would realize it. People change so they don't have to feel what they've been accustomed to feeling. And what had been feeling was so shitty. So i changed so i would feel differently. I was def pushed over the edge from everyones bullshit, ( Read more... )

i need to meet knew people.

any suggestions?