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[unseenvision]

So, I think I need to reinvent myself. Not really in a way that changes who I am, but in a way that brings me back to the person I used to be. There was a time when I was just that happy girl that tried to hard to be optimistic. I was the adorable drunk girl that everyone loved. As far as I know most people like me. So why am I so self conscious?

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[el_zambo]

Love hurts so much, and finding someone--anyone, is so hard. My only word of advice is to not forget your past, but to almost take it into account and disregard it at the same time. So when you meet someone new, don't let that paranoia and jealousy kick in, even though you've built walls around yourself. Its so fucking hard, but in the long run being with someone and recognizing them for who they are--all doubts and worries and jealousies aside, is the healthiest type of relationship.

[el0102]

you never write on here anymore...

[unseenvision]

I know I don't.. Sorry! I spend too much time writing papers latley to want to write anything else. I'll update soon though, just for you! =)