I just feel all around awful today ( Read more... )

Ahhh I have such a headache ( Read more... )

Oh my. I am not happy at all right now ( Read more... )

Life has been.. Well, far from perfect for a really long time now ( Read more... )

I am so sick of people being deliberately mean. I would never purposely hurt someone, it's just not a part of my nature, and so I can't understand why people can do it so easily to me ( Read more... )

oh man. This semester turned out to be pretty hellish the past few weeks. Ugh. So much work, so many papers. Taking 22 credits turned out to be a lot harder than I was expecting. I kept up well with most of my classes, I'm expecting As or high Bs in all, except maybe Child Psych. Really it's a class I should have done really well in, I had already ( Read more... )

I am so stressed out that I just can't settle down and focus, but of course if I could just do that I would be so much better off ( Read more... )

So, I think I need to reinvent myself. Not really in a way that changes who I am, but in a way that brings me back to the person I used to be. There was a time when I was just that happy girl that tried to hard to be optimistic. I was the adorable drunk girl that everyone loved. As far as I know most people like me. So why am I so self conscious? ( Read more... )

I don't mind talking about what happened. What I hate is trying to talk about how it makes me feel and trying to figure out how exactly to deal with all of it. It makes me feel so impaired. I am so goddamn anxious about EVERYTHING and I have no clue why. It's not fair. I'm not afraid of him, I know I won't run in to him, but here I am all shaky ( Read more... )

This has been a terrible weekend for me. And it's left me with something to say ( Read more... )