Half of the time I don't even really know what I personally think about my life because I let other people's opinions influence me way too much. You know what? I'm happy right now. I don't want to think about anyone's lies or betrayals. It shouldn't make me feel bad about myself because things are working out how I want them to. If I'm happy I ( Read more... )

So wow. Things with Mal actually seem to be going really well. I've been down here for a little over a week and I honestly don't even want to leave. I can't believe that I can be around him this much and even possibly want to stay even longer. It feels really nice to be with him again. Although whenever things are this good with him something ( Read more... )

I took out a loan so that I could pay for school. In return they took some of my work study money away from me. Does that make sense? Clearly I NEED the money. I'm already so broke. What the hell.

Wow. I have been all over the place today, and I really don't feel very well ( Read more... )

Blah. The semester is almost over, I've only got to finals next week, but I am scribing three at work. I don't really know how I feel about this semester. I'm much happier with the suite mates I have now, the drama is very minimal compared to last year which is amazing, but it's tough living with only three other people, I think that despite the ( Read more... )

Blahhh I feel so sick. Every time I go to the gym now I come back feeling like I am going to puke. It's awful. I don't even think I over work myself too much, I think I'm just really worn out all of the time now. It is not a very fun way to be feeling. I'm going to be early tonight, that's for sure ( Read more... )

My room is a complete disaster which is not good because I don't feel like cleaning it, but I kind of have to so I can put my new BIGGER tv in my room. Sweet deal dude ( Read more... )

I am quite tired. All the time really. I keep waking up around five in the morning for strange reasons. This morning I could have sworn I heard my phone vibrating, but I must have imagined it. Yesterday I woke up in quite a haze and everything was kind of twisted and fuzzy. It was such a weird experience. I freaked out because I thought there was ( Read more... )

Now thats a sign that you're a little too attached to your cell phone ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving ( Read more... )