he got sad when I told him that I saw him at the fair and I didnt even say hi. He was even more sad for the reason why I couldnt say Hi. he was with his new girlfreind. I just couldnt bring myself to talk to him. I thought I was ok with him and her, obviously Im not.

Oh yeah last night while we were all at the fiar someone broke into sams car and stole my backpack full of clothes and my just bought cd, and her cd player and over 50 burned cd's. We are both woundering how they did it though, becasue when we left the cra we locked it, and when we came back it was still locked and noone of the windows were broken ( Read more... )

bad news:

They found heathers truck in Dunsmire. They still havn't found her. Tomarrow it will be two weeks that she has been missing. I really dont think she is alive. I guess the last entry in her journal, she talked about killing herself. What a bummer.

good news:

I get to go to texas on the 28th, we are gunna spend five days just driving there ( Read more... )

I have my appetite back. Im so happy. for awhile I wasn't eating becasue of too much stress, but im eating again....like fucking crazy. now I get hungry every 20 min. damn.

My freind Heather is missing. we dont know if she ran away or if she is like actually missing. Im really freaked out. and I dont know what to think. we know that if she ran away she would have atLEAST CALLED HER BOYFREIND WHO SHE ABSOLUTLY ADORES...ooops. but she hasnt called ANYONE....and she never went to go pick up her pay cheack.

:(

somtimes I wish that I just didnt care.

I want a tottoo.

I need 60$

FUCK!!!!!!!

hahahahah

ahahhahah

hahahah

fuck you.

fuck both of you.

So I thought that the Guttermouth show was gunna suck for the main fact that it was at the Dip. But it turnned out amazing. Even the guy who is usually and ass was up there dancing with everyone. It was amazing.

I WISH THE RAIN WOULD STOP...............ITS FUCKING JUNE

guttermouth is playing at the dip tonight. We are going, and we are going to sit out there the whole time. although I have a feeling it isnt going to last long. I have seen Guttermouth 3 times and they are rude and vulger....so yeah I dont know I hope they ruin the Dip cuz I hate it there.

i want it so bad

There were so many people from out of ca in ca today. Omg I think there was more people from pout of state then people who actually live here on the road today. how annoying. They dont know how to drive. Im convienced. : P