I guess Kerry is worried about me. Even though there is no reason too. but at the same time i have wanted IT. Not the worriedness but just some shit that I know isnt good for me. I can feel how much I want it. Its lame. FUCK!!!!!!

Im making cup cakes....or well im atemptimg to make them. I dont cook very well. So I hope they come out ok. cuz I want ( Read more... )

why on fucking earth will he not talk to me. This is so fucking irritating. I feel like we arnt even really freinds anymore. Thats the worst part about it. I mean I know we are but it doesnt feel that way. I dont know there are times were I wish I hadnt met him. This would be easier in the love department. But at the same time Im so glad I did meet ( Read more... )

I had such a great day.

first I got to talk to HIM and it was a great convo.

Then I went to Ciara's and had a pool party.

Then I accedently showed some guy my boobs...( i didnt think he was looking)

an it was just a really awesome day.

YAY

So I was watching thew history channel and they were decoding the bible, and there so many things in the bible that have already happened. like the clinton affare and the nixon shit, and the twin tower falling. they also found a decoder about the end of days. It makes me wounder about shit. Like is that stuff really true. I mean what if it is true ( Read more... )

This is about the color of my walls......this color too

Im so freaking tired of painting. blah.....it is so lame. lol. I have been painting my walls  sence freaking SUNDAY....how lame hu. Oh well its becasue im lazy and I just dont want to do it, so im doing it peice by piece.

IMMMMMMM SOOOOOO BBBBBBOOOORRREEEEDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

I want to talk to HIM! yeah I need to set some things strait with him, I dont even know what is going on between us anymore, and i really need to know so that i can work things out with jesse. Cuz I really like jesse.

I dont get HIM.

Sooo my birthday ended up sucking. yeah I went over my walls with white to cover the red so that I could paint them. Thats what I did for my birthday. I was sooo frustraited and i kept crying. Im not sure why I was crying except for the fact that HE has decided that HE still loves me. Why would he do this now. Jesse is AMAZING, and I really like  ( Read more... )

Im going to kill my brother.

he thinks that we should let the neighbors know who Atreyu is.

Are nieghbors arnt close AT ALL.

I didnt sleep well last night.

I have a horrid cough.

I got to see jeremy last night

That was freaking awesome.

I have a bruise from him

Damn him

Im talking to Jesse right now.

So im better

God I wisht hat he would get on his stupid computer.

My dad is going to be soooo mad about the phone bill.

I dont care.

He is totally worth it.

xoxoxoxoxo