today is the day when everything i have ever done and said has come rushing back to me. i have made the biggest mistake of my life and even though i was given mult. chances to make things right i fucked it up each time because i have become something that i am not. i lost myslef to someone who always wakes up upset and full of hate. someting ( Read more... )

it's 3 11 in the morning and i have a 9 30 class what the fuck am i still doing up???

Follow your bliss ( Read more... )

i guess you can say that i'm not really to excited about going back to school. having to deal with all those people after getting use to not having to worry about anything at home. i have not been able to sleep the whole time i have been on my break. idk why but i can't control it. my dreams are to real somtimes for comfort and i can't understand ( Read more... )

school has been insane only been here two weeks.
miss my gf and miss my friends at home

i got into into universtiy of hartford!!

i need people to pose for me for my photo picks i need peoeple who can let me do stomach shots and full back shots. would be helpful if you had a little curves.

please comment if u are interested need to know soon

urr feel really sick i think i have caught somethign and it really sucks. things are stressful but ehh whatc can u do.

how do u know who really cares about you. i am starting ot beileve people don't give two shits about anything any more. i'm sick of being nice. u everybody body should stop being so fake

This is tearing me apart. every bit of hope is being pulled away from me slowly. don't want to be helped so to all that have helped me just back away there is no need for it

hope u all have funn

chillin at my cousins house still leaving tommorow. it's been very interesting to say that least. know i know where i might be in 20 years and i have to say it's going to be very deffernet. it's been hard not having my gf around because they are so open and we watched that l word and all of the lesbain movies and all i could think about was why can ( Read more... )