Just a little note to say "Hi" and for those who are interested; YES I am still alive. The roving herds of cattle in Wisconsin haven't devoured me or anything. WI sucks for the most part there are just things here that annoy me. Such as: 1) No alcohol can be sold in stores after 9pm (what the fuck?!) 2) Why does it always smell like cow poo ( Read more... )

I could write this incredibly long overly emo ranting post but I shall spare you all. (All except for Mindy who got to hear it all in IM) My heart is filled with turmoil, and I can't quite explain why. Of course there are the aformentioned issues with certain parental figures. Perhaps it has something to do with my childhood home having been sold. ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my birthday, I will once again be turning 21! Or at least that is how it will seem because I plan to get extremely drunk and unruly (poor Chris)But its my birthday and I can do whatever I want to ( Read more... )

Well, since I've been in WI I had my sister looking after my cat. I really ought to have known better, as it sounds like she hasn't been doing a very good job. So now my dad is threatning to take the cat to the Humane Society. I can't bring her with me here cuz Chris is super allergic to cats. And now I don't know what to do! She's a very sweet, ( Read more... )

I've decided, upon much consideration that I am finally giving in to peer pressure and going friends only. It appears as of late that true friends are few and far between. Those that are there for you are the ones you must hold close, the others who will only hurt and betray you must be kept out. So if you are a quiet random reader speak up so I ( Read more... )

I'm feeling like a criminal. Put behind bars for crimes of the heart. It saddens me deeply to think that I've caused someone, someone who is more in love with love than even I am, to feel unworthy of love. To feel unwanted, unworthy, or unvalued. That was never my intent. I wanted him to feel the opposite, to see that I believe in him and that is ( Read more... )

I finished all of my Christmas shopping today. I feel rather good about myself, even though I spent far more money than I should have. But my friends are all worth every penny. My little tree is overflowing with presents. And I have most of them wrapped already. Damn I'm so good, I could steal Mrs. Clause's role. Hey Santa baby, got room on that ( Read more... )

You ever get this feeling that the whole world is against you? That no matter what you do absolutely nothing will ever turn out right. As though the cosmic forces all got together, and over chips and salsa, decided that you were just not to be allowed any sort of elation. I had a talk with my dad today, and it was hard cuz nothing breaks my heart ( Read more... )

I am bored, so I decided to entertain you all, and myself with a little story telling. Warning: Sexually Explicit Content of a violent, seemingly non-consensual nature. Blah, blah, blah...enjoy :)

Violate & Penetrate
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I found this to be rather apt and thought I'd share ( Read more... )