well it has been a while as the last entry was just a quote I read that i think to be so true.  I don't even know what to write here anymore.  I have become such a private person not wanting to tell people things or open up.  But yet I come back here.........
well....I just bought a house and will be getting the keys Oct 5th, so I guess that should ( Read more... )

I am pretty sure I believe that living in our cocoons, avoiding intamacy or vulnerability is more of a risk that venturing out. What if life passes us by? What if we miss opportunities because we were too afraid? At that point, it really isn't safe. It really is more of a risk to be safe......

thanks for having a girlfriend and bringing her out on Friday....phffttttt....

Well ****, I don't know what to say. Sitting at my car, talking about work, and your words are..."I really like you. I am attracted to everything about you, you have a very attractive personality, and qualities, and I feel honoured just being around you. If I were younger, we would be dating. But it is not fair to you, I am SO much older than ( Read more... )

well I am down a total of 13.5 and I am pumped about that....this week won't be so great, especially after my b-day celebrations and all. but that's ok, it is just another week!!! I am SO friggin realizing stuff about my self on the "I am 24 adn trying to find myself journey".....that I have pushed almost everyone away who was ever close to me. I ( Read more... )

you know what is hilarious...I feel as though I never have before. SO friggin confused. I was just watching Oprah and after this show came on about Picton...who the hell has ever heard of Picton????...wierd ( Read more... )

thanks for the night...I felt relaxed and had a great time. not exactly what I was expecting ....but it was good...maybe i will get a little more out of you tomorrow night.... I felt it was way more fun than I was expecting and much more relaxed than I expected...thanks!!!! and also thanks for the constant support and compliments, I KNOW I am ( Read more... )

so my sis has been in the hospital since this morning and will be hopefully soon having the baby!!! I really want it to be a boy, but we'll have to see!!! Man I can't wait, I will be an aunt. I hate that I am going to cry!!!
Arghhhh....I want to be there right now!

I couldn't do it....I attempted....but I just couldn't.....sorry

Buddy, I am so sorry....I can't begin to think about what your family is going through right now...I know there were troubles of all kinds, but I know this was never wished as an answer. I pray that you will be given peace, comfort, strength and most of all ...love. I really don't know what else to say...I still can't really believe it ( Read more... )