so it has been a while since this has happened...you shouldn't have come over...I didn't have a car. It just isn't right...why do you touch me and make me feel as though we were back a couple years. It is SO hard and I really don't think you understand what you are doing to me. Actually, yeah, you have no idea, and lucky for you....you never will ( Read more... )

thanks for the support after a crappy week.....much needed and appreciated....

Honestly, I think I need to thank you to your face....but for now here will do... I just need you to know that you do wonders for my pretty much non existant self confidence. Honestly the way you made me feel the other night was awesome...just little things:the looks, your arm around me, being there, your constant attention and affection. You are ( Read more... )

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So....yeah, I got the full time permanent position today at Bethesda. Yeah, I am pretty pumped...I will soon pay into a GREAT pension plan and have an amazing benefits package...a union to back me and a WAY better schedule!!! So....um...yeah, I am totally pumped!!! Cramp is ticked at me.....she says she doesn't care...but was being such a bag ( Read more... )

and all our sins come back to haunt us in the end ( Read more... )

I did just want to say thanks....I had fun tonight.....actual fun. I am glad it was just me and you and I am glad that we had fun. I am thankful for the friend you are to me and I appreciate that after all these years things are still so cool!!! Thanks so much ( Read more... )

I love how the words actually came out of your mouth tonight..."If I wasn't married I would be all over you" Am I suppossed to be flattered by that....am I suppossed to feel good about your honesty?? Cause I don't ....well whatever...I am really not like that anyhow...lucky for you!!!..and ME!!! And good thing you still were anyhow...."WOULD"...ha ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I had a totally fun time and am glad you were there...but let's be real, you put out the mixed signals SO much. Actually you only put out one mixed signal, but it still threw me for a loop....I am a stupid girl and we analyze things way too much, you need to realize that! I also think that the more we are getting to know eachother you ( Read more... )

so first-....I hate you, I love how you pour out your heart, come onto me and then feel bad....so you treat me like shit, that's really sweet. I can't stand the way you are around me now.....hate it. You suck.....just to be honest ( Read more... )