Ok, so something new on the forefront...I have a CRUSH on a younger boy!!! I have NEVER in my life liked someone who is younger than me. It feels kind of creepy!! Ha....but for real. It is wierd, cause normally I don't even feel anything towards those who are younger...cause I kind of write them off....but apparently not this time. Ooohhhh...it's ( Read more... )

ok...so life is kind of poopy right now...I want someone to like me who ISN'T married....well...that would be nice anyhow!!!! I am seriously in desperate need.....but I probably shouldn't be writing about stuff like this when I have worked 20 hours today and have had 45 minutes sleep....prolly bein a little more blunt than I would next week when I ( Read more... )

what is it with me....I think that something wierd is going on...and something is DEFINETLY wrong with me...for some reason married men have a thing for me....I have had 2 not so good incidents, with 2 separate men within the last 2 weeks....NOT COOL. I am beginning to feel scared and also grossed out....no sloppy seconds for me...not into the left ( Read more... )

I hate the way things are now. The hard part to get is that it is undeniable....

Well...you were SO obviously ackward last night....I wanted to punch you in the neck. I love how you acted like we didn't have the BIGGEST conversation of a life time the night before. I was SO sick over being SO nervous about the situation that I threw up on my way into work last night...ridiculous. I never really get stressed so it totally ( Read more... )

well...it has been 16 hours and I am still SO confused and don't know where to go from here. Seeing you today was kind of hard for some reason. I didn't know how to act....and had NO idea what you were thinking.......if anything at all. It is SO wierd to me that all has changed in the course of a day. I know you will talk to me again and I am ( Read more... )

I knew it....I knew it,...oh...and guess what ??? I knew it. that's it for now.

I got home tonight from hanging out with a bunch of friends to see pictures of my little sis's ultra sound on the table. It had me in tears. the fact that not too long from now my first little neice or nephew will be here. It also really hit me tonight that God really is so amazing that something so precious and beautiful can be formed inside ( Read more... )

Today friggin sucks. I am so lonely and also so busy. I feel like shit and feel like I am going to bust into tears any moment. My best friend lies to me and if we hang out a lot one week she feels bad, so I try to lay low, and then I am avoiding.....Man....I can't win and it TOTALLY sucks. I feel honestly more lost at this point than I ever ( Read more... )

i can't believe what I heard...you should keep a better watch on whether your cell phone is ON or off in your purse. That was a convo that I wish I didn't hear, and don't know what to do with it. I want you to start telling the truth and STOP the friggin lies. I have had my life twisted upside down and now you are about to do it again. Man, you ( Read more... )