I miss you like crazy....I wish I could tell you that and that you would care!! It's been SO hard without you.....sad.......very sad......

I think I know what it feels like to be dying, decrepid and lonely....!
Well...almost, I am not old...but.....
Feel like poo

Well....my test was terrible, and I wouldn't be at all surprised if I flunked miserably....but Chem is over and that is ALL I care about!!! The rest of the class was awesome....I either understood everything...or already knew it! Which doesn't make me feel quite so dumb! And I am actually excited to be there! I have met some really nice people ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I skipped my second night of class...you'd think I was a moron cause I know I need this course to get anywhere in life....okay now I am being dramatic!!! Anyhow, I have to get at least 80% for what I need this course for. Anyhow, the rest of the year should be manageable....but I hate chem...that's why I didn't take it... oh well...suck ( Read more... )

Well....in like 2 hours I will be in school for the first time since February 2001. I have been worrying about what I will wear for the last 2 days!! I feel like I am in public school all over again! Oh well it is only for like 3.5 months! I can handle it ( Read more... )

So..yeah, finally signed up for school and am starting in like 2 weeks....but it's only night school...one night a week, and then I can be accepted into the program that I want. So I guess that is a really good thing...but I wish I could just do some of the things I am passionate about for the rest of my life. Making cards, taking pictures, and ( Read more... )

So...yeah, I got a tattoo tonight. I have wanted one since high school...and I finally did it. I got a trinity symbol...a little bit modified! It's actually from the CD cover of a Christian band named Plumb. I have loved the way it looked since I first saw it, and I wanted a tattoo of something that had some meaning to me.... Anyhow, I got it on ( Read more... )

I hate that things have changed so much...I miss you a lot and the person you were. I honestly am never going to open myself up again, it's so hard as it is. I feel so hurt and so lost...but at the same time, I feel so great...on a whole other level ( Read more... )

wow, I have absolutely felt SO liberated and free for the last little while. Tonight was a blast...besides us smokin' em and me getting a ton of people out!...no really, I played GREAT...no pressure, that's why! and hot guys there!!!...I am confused about my feelings...I invited you because I think I want to spend more time with you? I am not sure ( Read more... )

No stress in my life for 2 days and I feel like a whole new person. I let loose tonight..partied it up...even flirted a little!!! It's funny how some people just make you feel.....well.......stressed. I am putting myself out there.....maybe will even invite a boy to the Sarah concert this week...I need to move on and enjoy ( Read more... )