There's nothing wrong with sitting alone, after a long of hard work, in a darkening apartment, eating Mama Celeste pizza and drinking airplane-sized bottles of alcohol while listening to Neil Young and similar depressing music and crying, is there?

Note: Anybody who knows me knows I would never write something like this for attention purposes. That' ( Read more... )

So here's a new idea for a screenplay I've started (forgive the horrible formatting; I know there's a program online where it does the formatting for you, but I still have to find that). Of course, there are a billion things I should be doing instead, but what can I say. I was inspired.

So the scene is really in media res - meaning it's not actually ( Read more... )

(Some of these are leftover from last summer, which is embarrassing, but oh well ( Read more... )

Thursday night through tomorrow night may quite possibly constitute the best long weekend I've had in ages. Hilarious movies, the beach, hot tubs, a possible Aruba trip on the horizon, bonding with new friends, and rediscovering old ones you've sorely missed ( Read more... )

I wonder how much better my social life would be if I looked like, say, Catherine Zeta-Jones.

I really need to go to sleep. The gym and several hours of packing up the rest of my classroom awaits tomorrow.

Still in shock about MJ (although the FF thing is equally sad, Michael Jackson is much more my generation. And, oh God, why
 is Jimmy Kimmel ( Read more... )

-When the break up isn't a clean one and keeps going on and on, and getting worse and worse until you're just hurling the most hurtful things possible at each other

-When the other person is clearly an ass, but ends up getting "the last word."

-The moment when you realize that buying sexy underwear is no longer necessary

-The moment when you wonder ( Read more... )

i'm totally getting a t-shirt made that says "i survived my first year of teaching."

then i'm getting something pierced. not sure what, yet.

then i'm going to use the gift card my dad bought me to get a massage.

i'm going to get really in shape this summer, save up money, get out there and meet interesting people.

first, though, i have to get all my ( Read more... )

Freaking out about getting all my finals graded and final grades/comments in the computer in time.

I really might have to take more Adderall later. I've never doubled up before.

The more stressed out I get, the more I talk. Blah blah blah.

Seriously, sometimes I need to learn how to keep my mouth shut.

so, um, we broke up. again. or for real this time. i have no idea. all i know is he just keeps trying to try... and there's a small part of me that appreciates that he wants to fight for me... except he's fighting WITH me and telling me over and over again what all of my ISSUES are. I certainly don't need anyone to tell me that. UGH. I really do ( Read more... )

i miss being in love. bleh.