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The Wait
Waiting to board the plane... I guess I got here earlier than I intended. My ass hurts already and I still have six more hours if sitting to go. I'm very much excited, though. This was long overdue ( Read more... ) -
miserable days
stupid, stupid me...
i left my guard down for just one second and now it all turned to shit.
i feel like shit.
i hate you for making me feel this way.
but i hate myself more, for allowing myself t feel this way. -
full circle
i had to look at my entries to see where i left off...
so.. one year ago, hard to believe. one year ago, i was worried about my job; the job that i wanted to keep rather. the insecurity was killing me. i'm still there. i got to keep it. they loved me! i get praises everyday. it feels great, although a bit strange. i'm totally not used to being told ( Read more... ) -
i miss you
better here than somewhere else.
better here than nowhere at all.
let's try this again. -
lock that bitch up and stfu
im so fucking tired of... paris this.. paris that. can we write about something of actual importance and substance? i really could care less about whether or nor paris can take a shit. i mean.. really. people are getting killed in iraq every day.. innocent people are going to jail for crimes they did not commit and yet here we are.. wasting our ( Read more... ) -
work work work!
i feel hopeful, but i don't want to jinx myself. i don't know if i'll be permantently employed, but at least i'm pretty sure that i'll have work for quite a bit. it's weird.. i'm just not used to having people fight over me. everyone treats me so nice and tries to take me away whenever they can. apprently i'm "precise," "efficient," and " ( Read more... ) -
"my" ghetto gym blows!
so.. fat and lazy me, finally decides to do something and joins fucking.. planet fitness. so, yesterday... i get an email from them which said..
Thank you for registering online for an exclusive Black(TM) Card membership to our location. Your membership is now activated, and you are all set to workout! Stop by the front desk to pick up your ( Read more... ) -
riiiight...
of course everyone knows that gay people don't have friends... no of course not! especially gay men! because gay men are attracted to every guy they come across.. all they can possibly want from another man has to have some sort of sexual agenda attached.
an email exchange that took place today through myspace..
"i got a ? for u was u in rotc back in ( Read more... )