tuition is paid for and i'm very relieved.. of course i'm now in debt and very much on the poor side, but that's something that i'll deal with later. classes start on the 29th so .. no more being lazy for me. kinda happy to going back.. although i worry about all the upcoming expenses. art supplies are just too fucking expensive.

i stopped by the ( Read more... )

and i joined the real world today.. yes. felt kinda nice, minus the nasty, hot, smelly subway ride. i went out with laurie, her mom, milena and angeliki to a greek restaurant. i love greek food, its all so good. *dies* i ate so much it was embarrassing. wow thats weird.. i actually hang out with adults. well i am an adult, but i don't feel like ( Read more... )

umm.. writing here feels weird now. i don't quite feel ready to do so again, but trying to force myself to.

i've been home 98% of the time, being unproductive. been on one of those depressing stages that i haven't in since like high school, well no.. my last one was freshman year of college. i really can't write.. so i think i'll stop. today... i' ( Read more... )

my grandmother passed away yesterday. the news came to me and i didn't know how to feel. makes me feel bad, because i don't feel sad enough? i don't know. i can't say anything negative about her, she was very nice to me in the times that i saw/spent with her. but in all honesty, i was not close to her or kept much contact with her. i feel sad that ( Read more... )

i just saw this dude with a she-ra t-shirt. i must have one!

have lots of time to update right now. i'm the only one in the office from my division.. not that many people coming in today (thank god) they're assuming that the office is closed i guess. my stomach has been a little upset this past few days and it's starting to get on my nerves. any second now.. i'll barf.

i already got another speach from ( Read more... )

my mother left about an hour ago... i've been lying in bed ever since, trying to sleep. i had gone to bed an hour before then, here i am again. i have a hard time sleeping again once my sleep is interrupted. today it just seems impossible. i feel so insecure right now. i keep asking myself what am i going to do. i took a leap, which i don't really ( Read more... )

today, before i left the office i typed up a letter of resignation and i gave it to my supervisor.. i gave her my two weeks notice. i also arrived to class late and left in the middle of it to go to a bar, came back tipsy and with food. i ate for most of the class.. then left early. four day weekend coming up. my mother is leaving for dr in a day ( Read more... )

OMFG can time move any slower?!

hey. sunday. practically gone, back to everything tomorrow. didn't do much anything. i made plans for today, but this morning i cancelled them. i stayed home, played games and did nothing. but hey, its the weekend and everything else is stressful. i still haven't filed my fasfa form, i'll give it a try now and hope to accomplish something useful ( Read more... )