i was really drunk.

there was screaming.
a lot of it.

there was crying.

and, if it wasn't ruined already....then i just killed a friendship.
this is why i stopped drinking.

.....i just want to be home so bad right now.
i really don't know what to do anymore.

 I'm in a computer lab in between my classes because i'm antisocial with all the yungins.  I really want to ditch my next class because i'm exhausted, and I dont' want to do anything, but I over slept for one of my classes last week so I don't want to miss class.  i mean If i'm paying this much for classes why sleep through them ( Read more... )

( J.A.R.S. )

Sometimes....
When you're sad, when you're crying, when you need people
You want someone who gives their shoulder to cry on, who tries to cheer you up
Instead of just staring at you like you're pathetic for having feelings.

I just need a big ol' hug...

and my friends.
<3

This is how days have been, i wake up and leave before he wakes up.
He's gone when I get home.
I have alone time, run errands, chill around the place, watch some shows online, what ever.
I think, aw i can't wait to tell him how my day went, or how his day was, or man i can't wait to talk to an actual person.
He get's home, and he talks, and he talks ( Read more... )

It's been one week since we first moved in, and todya was definately a test of my independence.

( growing up... )

A phrase that i've heard all my life, that keeps coming back to me time and time again is (kind of rephrased ( Read more... )

Everything is finally just starting to slow down. We are pretty much moved in we just need to do some cleaning, and try to dispose of a million boxes. Nothing has really hit me yet. For some reason this doesn't feel out of the ordinary, or changed. Even saying bye to my parents wasn't as emotional as I though it would be. Of course we did shed ( Read more... )

crappy birthday day besides a couple of moments ( Read more... )

today was my last day at work, and as i suspected it was so hard to do. i hesitated to even clock out. i'll see these girls tomorrow and some on saturday, but knowing that it's over is so heartbreaking. it's sad to say that nordstrom has become my second home. i'm at work more than i am at home. there's so many memories in that place, and i KNOW ( Read more... )