I just got home about 30 minutes ago from a day trip up to san fran. I'm so fucking exhausted. But on a brighter note, we gave our apt. peeps our security deposit and now we have our own apartment. I'm going up there jobless and broke because of the security deposit and having to pay first months rent when we sign our lease and move in in a week, ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I've been so numb to everything going on around me. Maybe it's just my own defense mechanism to not become so emotional and torn up over how my life has been progressing. Even though everyday is another day closer to something new, I still lack the reality of it actually happening. I know I have to do it, but there's nothing I ( Read more... )

How weird to comment me from an entry written I'm December of 2007, and anonymously.

Hello.

man oh man

I need a man

so I met these people a couple of months ago at a club, they were a couple and two of the coolest people you could ever meet ( Read more... )

Since i'm staying in tonight, and my online class is DOWN! which means i'm practically failing my first class at my new school, i will be the first to update with the help of my spending notes and digi cam pictures.

Day 1

We all meet up at Annie's casa (sorry for being late guys =X), and head out to the airport! For some reason i don't remember the ( Read more... )

happiness? sadness? konfusion? tears of joy? tears of whaaaattt?

I don't know anymore.
I'm back to Konfusion.

One of my myspace  buds wrote this in a bulletin, i dont know why but i just really really like it.

"
I enjoy how girls can say "i don't date anyone in the club scene"
truthfully, it's ok if you date someone in the club scene, but you better make sure your someone special enough to keep.
if your gonna be like every other girl, dont get butt hurt when ( Read more... )

I feel like this has been such an amazing summer, but definately the most difficult for me. I go through my phases of just being an emotional wreck, i know it's due to the fact that i never have a continuous full outlet of actually letting all these emotions release. I hate that i have difficulty being open, because it just accumulates and comes ( Read more... )

I want a boy who's two floors away.