apparently, according to lj, september is pleasure your mate month. hmmmm ( Read more... )

i finally got to see dark knight last night. man oh man. it was worth the wait. best movie i've seen in a loooong time. so good. i'm glad it's stuck around in theatres this long ( Read more... )

while in class today, my anthro class, i started to drift off, doodling and writing random things. i started to write a poem... a really bad one. i think. i haven't read or written any in sooooo long. but i'm pretty sure it was crap. and it makes me sad to realize that i'm simply not as inspired as i once was. the really messed up thing is that i ( Read more... )

i'm sick and tired of trying to be everyone's best friend ( Read more... )

i understand that he was acting crazy and confrontational but he didn't have a weapon and they fucking shot him. the police. the worst part is that he was my mother's boyfriend. now she's inconsolable. the entire neighborhood is on edge. there are some drunks inciting the cops yelling "don't shoot me. i'm unarmed." and my mom is just sobbing and ( Read more... )

sometimes, i hate having feelings. they're so difficult to deal with. sometimes, they're hard to even define. and love... love is the most complicated of them all ( Read more... )

i realize his pain
and i want to be there
as i have been from the beginning.
but he calls her first.
the other one that he can't let go of
for one reason or another.

it's hard to understand his reasoning.
and it's hard for me to see past the big picture.

stupid me. stupid stupid stupid.

happy loser loner reject day!

it's the seventh annual celebration for those of us that decide that valentine's day is not our way to celebrate the love we have for each other as losers, loners, and rejects.

yay!

now go eat some candy and share some with your favorite losers, loners, and rejects.

mmmm. chocolate.

i woke up this morning not wanting to face the world at all. i was just so down. my brain has been running in circles lately and the last week has just been utterly depressing. just a lot of bad energy that i've been creating and in turn, attracting. i hadn't finished my math homework. i hadn't finished my english essay. i was bummed because i ( Read more... )

it's fun being drunk with people that you love and haven't seen in the longest ( Read more... )