Wow.I haven't been here in a long time. I've been on my Xanga's. Making them pretty and shit. They actually look pretty good. I can't seem to get THIS stupid thing to look pretty, but I'm working on it. At least I'm trying. Yep yep. Well, Nikki came over this weekend. She went home today. I miss her. :( But...It was fun. We had fun with my kitties ( Read more... )

I had a really bad day today.Me and Ashley sorta got into a SMALL fight.But,I felt really bad about it,because it was my fault.But,we made up during lunch,so that was O.k.In math,I couldn't do the stupid problems,and that pissed me off.In band,we had a little test-like thing...I didn't understand it at all.And I couldn't play the stupid song.That ( Read more... )

Walking in my yellow raincoat.
Playing in the rain.
I see balloons of many colors.
Followed by crimson colored strings.

"They float!" I said,
Still watching my little paper boat gliding through the stream.
Then I saw a horrid sight,
That made me want to SCREAM!

A big,ugly man
With his face painted white.
A big red nose,and razor teeth.
Oh,the ( Read more... )

A while ago,when me and Nikki ( Read more... )

Things are starting to build up ( Read more... )

I can't sleep.I've been having that problem alot lately.I keep ( Read more... )

I love her smile.
The twinkle in her eyes.
The way she looks at me
When we say our "good-byes".
I love the way she laughs,
Her beautiful voice when she sings.
I love her full,pink lips.
I love her mind,
Her heart,
Her soul.
She's so beautiful to me.
The only one I see.
I love everything about her.
And that's how it always will be.

^^Dedicated to ( Read more... )

Well,there go my plans.My mom decided to be a bitch,and won't let me go to Nikki's.At least I got to be happy for fifteen minutes,or so.God dammit.Sometimes I really hate her.I know this really isn't something to get SO upset about,but that's just me.I get upset over the stupidest things.I think I need anger management.Lol.It's just,she always acts ( Read more... )

I know this doesn't make alot of sense.To me,to Nikki,to anyone else around me.Sometimes,I don't even understand it completely.I know I'm pathetic,but,I just can't help it.I can't give up on a feeling that I've felt for so long.I can't give up on someone who means the world to me.Iknow I may be wasting my time.I may be risking my happiness,our ( Read more... )

Well,still no reply from Nikki.I doubt I will even get one.I don't know what to do.On top of that,I feel like shit.My throat hurts like hell,I can't do anything without it hurting.I can't breathe out of my nose,and when I breathe too deep through my mouth,it hurts my throat.I can't stop coughing.And when I do,it feels like my heart is going to ( Read more... )