I called Nikki yesterday.I was gonna say,"I love you".But when I tried,she wasn't listening to me.So,I just hung up.She wasn't talking to me the whole time..I called her again later that night,because I felt bad,and I was gonna tell her then.But,she was asleep.Oh well.I won't be able to talk to her for like 4 days,because we are going out of town. ( Read more... )

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Me and Jordan broke up.I don't really know why.She said she's too obsessed with Bethanie right now,and it's not fair to me.And,then she starts telling me that she still likes me.Personally,I think she found some hot,lesbian chick in Florida that she would rather be with.But,that's understandable.Who would want to be with a short,fat,ugly loser like ( Read more... )

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Paint me a picture,
and tell me it's real.
Take away
the pain I feel.

Paint me a picture,
I'll give you my heart.
Grasp it tightly,
and rip it apart.

The picture is fake.
It's all a lie.
The disappointment falls
with a silent sigh.

You stole my heart.
It wasted away.
But I still love you.
Forever and always.

^^Dedicated to Nikki^^

Hey.I just woke up,and I'm still kinda tired.We had a competition yesterday.We made 4th place.The bus ride back was horrible.The bus we were riding was sooo shitty it's not even funny.Our seat had a hole in the back of it.It was almost impossible to get comfy in.Especially with 2 people sitting in it.We had to turn around and put our feet in the ( Read more... )

Just got back from a football game.Yay!Not really.Lol.Yea.I really need to go to bed,because we have a competition tomorrow and I'll have to get up at like 5.It sux major ass.Today.The guy that loads the shit into a trailor..He pissed me off.He's a bitch.He was yelling at me for no fucking reason.Cuz I was trying to put my shit up.I gave him an ( Read more... )

The wind was blowing a soft breeze over her pale skin.The stars were glistening in the beautiful night sky.The calm sound of crickets chirping soothing her soul,although it could not rid the pain she felt inside.Awaiting her love's soul to greet her.Telling her everything would be fine.Though she knew this would not become,because nothing would ( Read more... )