"  it's only been one month?  want to try for 12?"

every word you say i think i should write down, dont want to forget come daylight.

"you've got to love the feeling when everthing is just going perfect"

it's a good feeling, even though not everything feels perfect
this just makes it feel like everything will be okay, for sure.
i'm trying so hard for this, cause it's hard for me.
it's hard for me to let go of the past, and let people in
it's hard for me to let people touch me, and ( Read more... )

it bugs me when you're saying your life is going to shit
because a girl doesnt like you

but when my grandma dies,
i havent talked to my mom for a few months,
and im constantly sick,
people always fuck me over,
and im going completely,
fucking
numb,
i'm not even complaining

i dont think  i want to go..
i dont want to see her.

i'm sick  of being asked "are you going to be okay?"

i have to be.

well that  was a fun day.

 people take life fore granted
life is so good, and i dont know how people dont see it
you have clothes
a house
friends
parents
food
money
warm water
a bed

i wish everyone could love life like i do

YOU DONT  EVEN KNOW HOW FREAKING EXCITED I AM FOR BOSNIA
i'm going to be on holy ground,
in a holy town,
with holy people.
my life will be changed.

i wish everyone knew how this felt,
to feel god.

i can't even fucking wait to get out of here

i didnt need this before i left.
but i do need to leave

it will be so so holy.

 i can't help but think it's cause there is something wrong with me