new lj =))) friends only x__chemicalkiss . . word.

there as so many things that i need to say, but i cant even write them down in here because of what certain people will think. which sucks, because this is supposed to be a place where i can write everything i feel.. but w/e ( Read more... )

just got home from wv. and im so fricken tired. it was okay, but i missed being with my friends alot, and now i feel like really separated from ppl. which for me wasnt the best time to get that feeling, but theres not much i can do about it. i can tell that i missed alot and idk im happy to be back, yet i get this strange feeling about being back ( Read more... )

just when i thought i was done feeling depressed and shit its all starting over again. its like i had about a week of freedom where i had no problem with my life, and now im feeling the same way i was before. lost, confused, and just hating myself. this is such bullshit i wish i was fucking happy, and not temporarily.. idk what it is with me. here ( Read more... )

merph. the days just keep getting weirder. today there is pretty much nothing to write about, or at least it seems that way.

errr im leaving to go to west vriginia on friday after school OMG AHHHHHH im going to die .. i dont want to go AT ALL but now i get to be gone for like the entire fucking break. oh well <3 ( Read more... )

``I'm lying to myself, and this dagger is my excuse ( Read more... )

wow yea havent updated in a while.. ive been so god damn busy lately.. and im really tired right now.. so im not going to write all that much. this weekned on friday i went to the h/c game for a little ((we lost of course)) and then me and my friends got bored and went back to jasons house, then saturday i had cheer then i went to the dance which ( Read more... )

this week has been fukin stressful and confusing.. grrrrr my teachers hate life, so they make everyone else hate theirs by giving us homework. ON H/C WEEK. idiots.. ya well i guess im going to h/c this weekend, and i thought i was staying at natalies friday night, but i think she made plans with laci instead.. so i guess not. oh well =(.. i guess ( Read more... )

yea so today is monday. uhm well i had a great day surprisingly haha. today everything was just extremely funny for some reason and i have NO idea why, lol. then i came home to find out my mom had bought me mean girls ((heck yes!..)) so im def. going to watch that soon. and today at school i found out our like week sched. thing ( Read more... )

i feel really happy like holy balls ( Read more... )