I think the impact of everything just sort of hit me in the last fifteen minutes. I was driving home from Petco after getting a mouse for my snake to eat, and Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck came up on my CD player. I had completely forgotten what I was listening to because I was so focused on what I could do to convince Michelle that I'm a ( Read more... )

Damn, I lost her. I dont even really know what to write right now or what to think or feel. Im just trying really hard to control my emotions, and it's taking all the energy I have. All I thought about all day was what she was going to say. And then she told me she was staying with him, which isnt quite what I was hoping for. However, in the back ( Read more... )

Wow. Hmm....this is for Michelle ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days where you know you accomplished alot, but it doesnt really feel like anything happened. Like you dont remember any specifics becuase nothing was exciting enough to store in your memory. I guess the last two days have been like that, like I've kind of floated through a weekend and not done anything memorable, with ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written in this in almost eight months. Its been a long time and I really forgot I had this until about a week ago. So an update on my life, it's been extremely amazing for the last week or so, life couldn't really get much better right now. It was hard for a while, but things are picking up again. I turn eighteen in three and a half ( Read more... )

Welp, not that anyone will read this, but hell, i'll write anyways. I feel like someone beat me terribly. With a huge stick. But its just the soreness from rafting and being drunk and falling down. haha, fun times. I miss marissa, she has been gone for too long and I want to talk to her really bad. But i guess lonliness isnt the most convincing ( Read more... )