hmm so my moms registered as a libertarian .. haha she thought that meant she was a liberal
i <3 momma collins and her non-knowledge of politics

 Oh, what good is it to live
With nothing left to give
Forget, but not forgive
Not loving all you see

All the streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

In retrospect, cutting off my hair was more than a physical tranformation, it was freeing. Its given me room to be myself while detaching from so many unecesary things.

Theres a lot to think about lately.. who i really want to be.

 
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#include
#include
#include

/*
   Write a program to compute the area of a sector of a circle
   when theta is the angle in radians between the radii.
   (Recall that A = (r^2)theta/2, where theta is in radians)
*/

int main (void)
{
    double r, theta, area;

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big open blue sky today, cirrus clouds hang their ice streamers that get swept up in turbulence and wind shear. cold front snuck in last night, allotting for sweaters and scarfs on campus. skipped physics for salvation from unnecessary metric system conversions, felt smart in programming, made my philosophically-birkenstock-wearing professor smile ( Read more... )

 first week of classes done, and i have  a strangly overwhelming sensation of confirmation. computer programming seems challenging but do-able, the seminar on fundamentalism sounds interesting and philosophical, physics just sounds easy, and climatology and avaition weather wil be lots of fun. my voice is slowly comming back, and now im faced with ( Read more... )

its been 6 years now, and it never gets easier. sometimes i wish there was some place to go, a marker, a bench, a tombstone, anything. i cant help but think that it would be more tangible that way, something i could stare in the face. theres so much i wish i could say, so many questions, so many things that only he couldve understood. 

life was good being a kid. i remember climbing trees, talking to squirrels, hopscotch amusement parks, building forts in the "woods", pretending to be a bird and building hests with white rocks for eggs.

some days i feel so in love, with everything