im missing all of you .. call me?
im looking to take a trip to go see the autrys y sra rider, interested?

highschool wasnt normal for me, why did i expect college to be different in that sense?

finals finals finals thats all im consumed by .  .  5 finals . . gross
and that stupid honors paper that i havent written yet .  .  gross

yet somewhere there is a sense of strange satidfaction in all of this 

well im  home from the hospital, but i still cant remember the actual event that put me there. i find some sense of comfort in knowing that it wasnt my fault. i was ice-skating friday night (sounded like a good idea at the time) and apparently someone ran into me, knocking me backwards. the hours before this are blurry at best. i have been told by ( Read more... )

i cant help but get the feeling that my life has been sneaking around behind me, until recently, and now its not hiding anymore. things seem so much closer than ever before. is this hope? excitement? terrfiying? or just growing up? i dont really know anymore.

break was pretty good. i needed the relaxation, ive really been working too hard, and then ( Read more... )

 what is it about this place that is so confusing? some days im thrilled and confident and feeling strong, then the next day my boss will tell me that im too pretty to actually accomplish anything in my life except successfully putting on makeup. then ill sit and wonder if im making the right decisions and if everything i strive for is in vain. no ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i feel like throwing up because annoying things make me feel ill

im disgusted by a lot of things, and people, who never change ( Read more... )

 so whats worth mentioning ( Read more... )

doubt, doubt, doubt
and nobody really knows
what wishes and fears do to reality
Is it that to know, is really just to accept?

"per haps we are all refugees from something"