It occurs to me that I don't have current number for most all of the people on my friend page[s], so message me w/your contact info so I can be more social.

I'm beginning to wonder if I'm going to be able to last till I either spring or I have the money to leave, long story short I'm having a shitty week. A whole lot of shit in a VERY short amount of time is making it VERY hard for me to stay [and even harder to stay sober ( Read more... )

I've been feeling the urge to travel lately, and I think it's past time I moved on. I know I've said this before, but truthfully there's really nothing keeping me here anymore. I mean I've more/less distanced myself from most of the people I know, not that I have too much in common w/much of anyone these days and if it weren't for online I wouldn't ( Read more... )

O.K. I admit I know shit about Macs, but the girl I'm kinda talking to just got one and it's hampering what little game I have. We were talking on myspaceIM but it doesn't seem to be mac-friendly, so are there any instant messaging services that work for mac [aim maybe or msn/windows]?

I come downstairs this morning, fed the cat, turned on the computer, and went to make something to eat for breakfast, I come back to the computer and find the monitor on but not the desk-top. So I assume that I simply forgot to turn it on as I was going past so I hit the power button again, nothing happens. I try again and hear a spark. "MY ( Read more... )

I'm getting sick of all the people in my life, none of them seem to be worth all that much to me these day and vice versa. I neither liked no hated anymore. I'M NOTHINGED!!! All of the "FRIENDS" I have are all "line of sight" types, where they only give a damn in any way, shape, or form if I'm right in front of them. I've been there for most all of ( Read more... )

I really need to find a way to sleep, all this shit is getting way too thick for me again. I can't seem to hold onto the fire I had just the other day. My older cat is most likely going to be put to sleep in the next few days, and "YES" I am very depressed over it but he's in a lot of pain & he can barely stand up on his own. But then he is over " ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking [when I should be sleeping] about what I want, I still have little no no idea what it is. My brain feels like it's going to burst through my skull because of this subject. My mind keeps trying to retrace the steps that lead me to this point [and I realize that sounds like some bad song lyrics], all the Chaos Theories & ( Read more... )

June 27 ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about deleting my myspace account, I really don't talk to ANYONE enough to justify the time expenditure. I'm open to reasons not to, as I can't think of any of my own. I'll give it "ONE" more week & if I still feel this way and haven't been given any reason not to then I'll be saying goodbye to the site.

And livejournal may follow.