I'm now down to 158 pounds! Wooo! The sad part is that most of my underwear no longer fits me and I now have to donate all of my good underwear to my step sister because she's at the weight I once was ( Read more... )

Hahaha I wait for NO ONE. Men don't even come close when it comes to my fitness and health. Fuck youuuu.

Did I ever mention how I hate Easter? Nah, not really.. I just hate having a thousand Cadbury Creme Eggs hanging around my place.

I'm kind of getting tired again... I did so much exercise earlier that I took a three hour nap. I was afraid I wasn't going to be tired again...

I'm no longer chasing after Josh. Hooray... I think.

Oh yay.. there was an alcoholic on the bus who brought his booze on the bus with him. Gotta love people!
Having a slighlty stressful day and had to cancel plans which I feel terrible for but if it saves me from going nuts then I rather cancel them.
I barely have any money left. Lovely!

My internet on my phone is extremely slow right now. Boo! The woman on this cooking show on TV in the waiting is making me want potatoes real bad. I might make some sweet potato chips and get a salad for dinner tonight.
I'm now being seen but the doctor went to go get my x rays. Ughhh I want to leave already..

Wow.. guess I shouldn't of had high hopes for that date... All because I don't drive. Oh well...
I really don't need to be dating right now anyway. I think two months is too soon to start seeing other people.

Size #11. I'm still not extremely happy with what I have. My biceps and triceps are growing nicely but the back fat isn't vanishing. :( I just bit my tongue. Ouchhh.
I'm dreading this day of work. I'm so tired and there's too much to do. There should be
nap time at my work.

Alright! Let the unwanted sexual attention begin! Ughhhhhh. Men are sluts. You heard me right.. SLUTS!

Yayyyy back to being a calorie nazi, again. I can't do cardio for two weeks and I'm going to go fucking CRAZY!!! I already cried about it twice today and I just found out.

I'm tired of crying over this. What I say doesn't matter to him at all unless I tell him to do something that's unrelated to us.He doesn't have time to care anymore.