I don't need to post this, but I'm going to anyways. It's a reply to the comments on my last entry, and just a reply to life in general.

( Just because I'm happy doesn't mean you have to hate me. )

I am one of the luckiest people in the world.

I'm here. I thought I should actually let all of you know that before you like, started worrying about me or something. Though I think most of you that would be worrying already know I'm here.. so like it matters! Yes. Someone apparently sent a text message to my old number. I don't know who. My mom couldn't remember the number. JUST TEXT MY NEW ( Read more... )

I leave in about 4 hours.

TO EVERYONE: PLEASE DO NOT CALL OR TEXT 805 815 1379 ANY MORE, IT IS NOW MY MOM'S BOYFRIEND'S PHONE. PLEASE DO CALL AND TEXT 630 843 1413, AS THAT IS NOW MY NEW NUMBER ( Read more... )

I spent the entire day yesterday packing. The only thing left in my room is my bed, my tv, my computer, and my dirty clothes that I'm washing tonight. And my bed and the tv aren't going. It's really sad- it's such a happy room but now it's all.. dejected. It's now a sad yellow room instead of a joyous, teenager-filled one. And the entire family is ( Read more... )

I have one request to make, even if I don't have the right to:

Can you please be honest with me? Every single one of you? I need to know what you think, about me, about what has happened and what I have done, about everything. Because then I can be honest with you, too, and I'll be free of some of this. I have always believed in honesty and I don' ( Read more... )

All I've ever wanted was to be happy. I thought I had it all figured out, but apparently I had it all wrong. I just don't know anymore.

My heart keeps breaking a little more each day.

I cannot wait until I have something to do with my day. Because doing nothing is really, really boring. I have a headache.

One of these days, I swear I'll talk about something of substance. But until then ( Read more... )

I've been in this mood lately, this mood that makes me want to write. I want to write something beautiful, something amazing and worth something. Something that really honestly makes you think, makes you want to know more. I wish I could write one of those short stories that just gives you a glimpse into the life, and have people read it and wonder ( Read more... )