( oh i'm such a mess its absurd )

The more intensely I pursue intellectualism the more depressed I become and with a crushing weight behind it.

In a way that is incredibly exciting yet painfully distressing.

Oh man.

Amazing weekend at masons, I'll write more later but I need to sleep and do a lot of catching up tomorrow.

I found a bottle of cognac I'm going to drink tonight and tomorrow while i have the house to myself. When looking for good cocktail recipes i found this website describing Courvoisier,its read fucking hilarious, you must read ( Read more... )

I hate having breakdowns, i came close tonight, out of nowhere in mid-conversation to just falling apart. not totally sure of why ( Read more... )

Josh Blue is the funniest stand up comedian with Cerebral Palsy I know...out of all of them.

seriously though check him out, wicked funny guy.

It's...humbling to see a guy with CP is way funnier on stage than I likely could ever be.

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( I should have cut this in the first place )

Tonight I met a 7th grade history teacher and shortly thereafter watched her take a shot while doing a naked headstand. Then we talked about our favorite periods of history.

There is clearly no better experiences out there for me, I have lived.

Ok so just about to write a quick entry but I just wanted to thank Mike and Rob for your comments. You know I always take what you guys (all of our hoppy crew, but you two in particular)to heart. It means a lot to me always, and i think you guys know that. And I will definitely check out that book rob, I'm currently ready 5 novels and 2 short story ( Read more... )

Dexter season finale was EPIC.