So, it has been a while since my last entry. The summer sort of flew by dragging me in it's talons. I think I'm starting to find my footing again but somedays it doesn't really seem like it. I have been hanging out with Meghan on the weekends.. when she is home from school. Also, somewhat frequently spending time with Brian. Haven't seen much of ( Read more... )

I'm ready to get over this. Move on or whatever it is that people do after life falls apart..
Ready to feel whole again.

Sick of feeling like a ghost.

Have you ever tasted bad blood
Seen the treachery
In your loved ones eyes
Pull the knife out of my back
Lick it clean and stick it in again
Betray me once betray me twice
Two times the fool I lose to youUp late. Can't sleep. Mind racing ( Read more... )

Today had to be one of the most depressing days ever. Moved out of my amazing beach house and moved back home. Now a college graduate with no real plan for the future.. just a few ideas. Said good bye to all my friends.. some I won't ever see again.. It all just feels so .. OVER ( Read more... )

I clearly have too much faith in people. I am constantly disappointed in humanity.. betrayed by those I trusted the most ( Read more... )

"And you feel hopeless and homeless ( Read more... )

In a weird mood today. I feel overwhelmingly frustrated for no apparent reason. I wanted to get outside and go for a bike ride or walk or something, but everyone was busy and I didn't end up getting off my ass until the sun had already set and it got colder out. So here I am sitting in my room again. ALONE. again ( Read more... )

I wish everyone would stop worrying about me and sending their condescending comments my way. "Do whatever makes you happy"... "whatever you think is best"... I fucking will OK ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say to him.. but I want to talk to him ( Read more... )

I don't know who to be mad at...
Him?
Her?
Myself?

How about you just hand me the shotgun and I'll take care of the rest! *UGH*

FML.