I feel...I feel...empty. My dreams torment me, my day dreams hurt me, and my reality bores me. I miss Stephen already. I miss feeling alive and wanted. Now all I feel is tired and slightly used. I feel like I'm stepping around land mines, and if I'm not careful, I'm going to accidentailly step on one and BOOM! I'm also a little upset, although I ( Read more... )

"35. How well do you know me? very well, but lately i feel like your not kim ( Read more... )

Something's wrong. I can't fully explain it, but something's wrong. I think it started about 2 nights ago when I had this dream that freaked me out a couple of times. I don't want to talk about it, partly cause I can't rmember most of it, and the parts I do remember...well...I don't want to talk about. Went to work today, it was alright. Chrissy's ( Read more... )

Gah! I'm going to go insane with all this college shit. Today I applied for Mass Bay, and I'm in the middle of Applying for Northeastern and Salem State. My parents want me to apply to Massasoit. God, and now I just hear that my SAT scores suck. My guidance cunselor suggested that I take 'em again, but then my mom said "You don't have to. Dad and I ( Read more... )

Where to start? Let's see. Um...everyone who told me things would get better, you were right and I should've believed you. I suppose I was too wrapped up in my guilt and self-centeredness to realize it. Things have gotten better. Much better. Now the only things that get me down is college, but I'm sure I'll get over that quickly ( Read more... )

I can't really explain how I feel right now. I actually went to bed happy last night, and I woke up happy. Last week-end I went up to Vermont to visit Stephen with my mom. I had to drive three fricken hours. BLAH! Oh well, it was worth it. I had so much fun. I totally forgot all about John. I'm kinda mad at myself for being so blind and such (Don't ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Ok. I'm going to try and get better. I feel that it's time to move on, because there's no point in trying to bring the past back. Obviously John's not living in the past, so I shouldn't either. Besides, I got a lot to look foreward to. School (>.<), Snowboarding, Guitar lessons, Hillary's birthday party, and the Vermont Weekend. I shouldn't ( Read more... )

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Here's my schedule for this year. Yes I'm aware I don't have a first period (compliments of the amazing technology of WHS.)

Period & Class:
1 - Unknown
2 - Human Physiology & Anatomy CP1
3 - Sociology CP1
4 - Math Topics/Statistics CP2
5 - Senior English CP1
6 - Independent Living
7 - Street Law I CP3Yup, well there it is. I hope I get a few ( Read more... )

Well, I've officially finished all the previous Harry Potter books and now I'm ready to start the newest one, "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince." I never realized how grateful I am to Ms. Rowling. I mean, I've realized that her world of Harry Potter has been my way of escaping. Harry Potter is like my anti-depressant. It's kinda funny. I'm so ( Read more... )