Well, I just got back from work and I'm wiped. I went to bed this morning at one, high and drunk, and I had wake up at 8:30 A.M. I was so tired. So I was at work and I saw Alex Christodoulou (sp?). I was glad to see him cause I haven't seen him all summer. It was funny because I forced him to buy me a bag of Chex Mix cause I stole his work shirt. I ( Read more... )

Man, I'm tired. I went to bed at 4ish and then I got up at 11. I had to work from 3 to 9:30. Nicole came by with Matt Verdone and Joe Shea and she told me how she was pissed at Nathan and how she was considering on breaking-up with him. Then later in the day, Hillary came by and I took my break and I hung out with her. Kevin Cast stopped by a few ( Read more... )

Alright, so last night (this morning), at around 2 A.M. I couldn't sleep so I was downstairs brushing my teeth. Don't bother asking why, I was bored. So anyways, suddenly my mom comes in and she sees me and she's like "Oh good it's you. How awake are you?" I stared at her for a second and then told her I was pretty awake, because I was and I was ( Read more... )

Ok, the real reason I believe I've been so depressed, is because of John. I'll admit I miss him as my boyfriend, but more than anything, I miss him as my best friend. I miss him so much, and from time to time, it hurts me. I guess this evening it reached the breaking point, because I took a walk to the park to calm down. I got there, and I ( Read more... )

According to my Abnormal Psychology class:

Men commit suicide because of reputation or money.
Women commit suicide because of the loss of a person.
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Oh my God! The most amazing thing just happened. You see, I was upstairs watching the final episode of Fruits Basket, when suddenly Kevin comes running up the steps and burts into the room. He's panting and then he's like "Kimmi, you gotta come down and see who's here." Delivery Man, I supposed. Maybe Aunty "But, you might want to get dressed first ( Read more... )

I'm so fuckin selfish. I truly am. I'm so fricken foolish. I have so many people who want to help me with my problems, but I refuse to let them know what's bothering me. I don't really know why. Maybe because I'm afraid to bother them with my silly problems or because I feel they have much more important matters to worry about than me. Or maybe, it ( Read more... )

I can't really describe how I feel right now. It's complicated. I want to be alone, but it wouldn't hurt to be with someone right now. I want to stay inside, yet I want to go out. I want to talk to people, yet I'd rather be quiet. I'm trembling, but I don't know why. I think I'm just having problems with my inner self I suppose. I want...hmmm...I ( Read more... )

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