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My situation is/was simple. I'm not the type to change myself for anyone unless they have substantial evidence and i for one know if something is out of control per se. I've become harder than fucking steel. The impenetrable forest. Nothing can stop me now. We both wish to remain friends and bandmates ( Read more... )

I have trampled another fragile heart yet again. Many chances had been granted to me and evey single time it was a result of my ultimate vice and weakness, alcohol. I have lost many loved ones in the past due to this and am in the process of doing so again. I don't want to. Most people won't believe of how many things it deteriorates and gets in ( Read more... )

As it stands, Canada, by helping out the whole Lebanon crisis and sending hundreds of boats for rescue, is $85 million tax dollars in the hole. Our fucking money. Nothing of this nature was ever mentioned to the public mainstream until this morning on a lesser known radio show ( Read more... )

Over this past weekend i celebrated my 20th anniversary of life (or as the norm would call it "birthday"). Twenty years upon this dreaded sphere, many joys, many pains. Highschool practically flew right before my very fucking eyes. A joke as far as real education goes, but all in all it was fun. Throughout the years I've experienced a few extreme ( Read more... )

Finally back home from a tedious but fun weekend. Show went alright, not bad, not amazing but went well. Unfortunately the only decent band (asides from us:D) on the bill (Headliners FECAL CORPSE) couldn't make it across the border due to Visas and some bullshit like gory contents in their music or something. Now this is what irritates me. This ( Read more... )

Gutenmorgen. Tis been a while but in all honesty the time just wasn't there. Computer shutdown a few weeks ago, as it turned out a new hard drive was required. Basically everything got rebooted...again. What a pain in the ass. Oh well, at least there is more space ( Read more... )

Just returned from New York this eve and holy shnikes! BEST. SHOW. EVER. Once in a lifetime oppurtunity to witness the innovators, the legends, the almighty EMPEROR! A truly triumphant return. Gino and I arrived there (after some harsh border control...more on that later) around noonish, ventured, the 42nd,7th, 8th and Central Park area, took some ( Read more... )

My emotions are in an ever winding whirlpool at the moment. But perhaps, as some people claim, i shouldn't let "emotions" take control. First off, the Mighty Deutschland took a great loss to Italy earlier today. Allow me to begin by saying that Italy, first and foremost, i think they should create some kind of dramatic hollywood disposable flick ( Read more... )

Some People are too avoidant. I call these people cowards or belonging to certain races. They just wish to brush something aside, as if it never occured, or best topics are left untouched, perhaps they'll erode with time and be forgotten completely. If there's one thing i hate, it's liars/cowards, the 2 go hand in hand mighty fine often ( Read more... )